Aisha 的个人资料Mexican Adventures!照片日志列表更多  |  工具 帮助 |
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9月27日 Days filled with nothingness I hate being bored. I like having things to do, not things to just fill the time, but things that are worthwhile and fulfilling to me. My days just drone on and on.....work, home, schoolwork. I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything. I get worried because there aren't a lot of people going out to eat and so it's really slow in my job right now. I need to make money. The only thought that keeps me going is that I'm going to Mexico and I need to work now to be able to survive until I get a job there. I'm kind of nervous about moving to Mexico. It's a big step for me, moving to a totally different country, not knowing what's going to happen. One thing that is really weird about me is that I love adventure and trying new things, but at the same time I hate not knowing what's going to happen. That's crazy, right?! You're not supposed to know what's going to happen when you take a risk. You just go for the ride and what happens at the end is what was supposed to happen because you had no expectations. So I really need to stop worrying and just go for the ride. At least I won't be totally alone...I have someone waiting for me there who loves me and that helps me to feel that it will be alright. 9月21日 How I feel about my babyWhy I love You
It's the way you hold me and all my pain dissapears. It's the way you kiss me and I have no more tears. When I look into your eyes, And I know there will never be any lies, It's the way your eyes capture my heart, And I hope we will never part. It's the way you smell the way you do. The way you listen when I know you don't want to. The way you make me smile whenever I think of your name. Now I know I have you, I will never be the same. I love you for everything you do and everything you s 9月16日 So Sad now that im backI'm back in funky Michigan. It's been raining every day. Im already sad and it puts me in even more of a gloomy mood. Im back to work and it's good to be making money. I can't believe that I'm actually admitting that I like to work. It's hard for me to go out to the clubs now because I always think of my boyfriend.... In case u didnt know I've been going out with my baby Poo. He means so much to me and I'm definitely head over heels in love. I can't wait to be back in Mexico so i can be near him again. It was so unexpected. When I went to Mexico I told myself I was not going to get a boyfriend because it would only cause problems and look what happened. I'm so happy I talked to Poo this time because the other times I went to Mexico I ignored him because I hated him. Life is so funny sometimes! Besides work I'm also super busy with my TEFL course I just enrolled in. I will be doing part of it online and the rest in Mexico. I figure if I get half of the coursework done now then I will spend less time in the classroom once I'm in Mexico. I read over some of the material and it seems kind of hard and it will be very time-consuming. |
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