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March 22 Married!I can´t believe I´m married! I never thought I would be married this soon. I´m very happy though and I hope poo is too. The ceremony was quicker than I thought it would be...it only took 20 minutes. I was so nervous though. My hands were shaking and I messed up the words. When it came to the ring part I couldn´t even speak. So many things were running through my mind. I was totally embarrassed because everyone was looking at me like wtf....keep talking. Anyway I´m so happy that my new husband and myself are starting our new lives together. I hope we´re in it for the long haul. December 30 Tatuaje! Ouch I went to get a tattoo today at 9 in the morning. I was supposed to go yesterday and do it but the lights went out and so I had to wait until today. So when I went I wasn't nervous but when I sat down in the chair I and saw the needle I began to feel a little nervous and want to not do it. But I already had the idea in my head so I went ahead and did it. I was expecting it to hurt more than it did....well it hurt but later on. When he started I'm like this isn't nothing. I can do this. It just feels like someone is scratching me but after a while it started to hurt but nothing I couldn't stand. I just got tired of feeling the needle go in and out. It took an hour and a half to do it. Not too bad. I'm happy with the result. I like my tattoo, it's something original..I haven't seen anyone with this tattoo. I don't know if I would do it again....maybe but most likely not. December 24 1st week in Playa I have been in Playa a week now. I've been enjoying myself. I'm so happy I'm with my baby now. I love him so much. He's so sweet.
I've been living with poo's brother and I absolutely love his kids. They are so cute....especially Emiliano....QUIERO UN MILOCHO! lol it's a joke between poo and i. poo's family has been very nice and gracious with me. I appreciate them letting me stay with them. Next month poo and i get our house and I'm so excited. we're going to have our own place...have our privacy....mata la rata...lol lol...poo sabes que soy loca. When we get our house it will be like we really started our life together.
Today is the Christmas dinner with poo's family. I'm a little nervous about it because I don't know everyone and I'm just now getting used to the people that I do know. But it's ok.....I met poo's aunt Estella and me cae muy bien. me gusta como es. Well I'm going to see how it went and I will write about how it went. I know i'm going to get bien peda. Everyone is going to drink. There will be bottles and chelas...YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! LOL that's a joke between poo and i too. lol latahz December 15 Girls & BoysGIRL FACTS: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug, she will just stand there. When you break a girl's heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not fine at all. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever. Guy Facts: When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you. When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you. When a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong. When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes, he means it. When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do. When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world. When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he is in love. When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it. When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done. When a guy says, "I miss you" he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else. December 14 My Time in Denver Denver is a beautiful place, flat rolling land with the snow-capped Rocky Mountains in the background. The climate is great...it's never too cold...and some days it's hot out but not too hot. If I ever had to live anywhere in the United States I would probably pick here just because of the climate and there's so much to do. The one thing that draws me in is that it is so culturally diverse. I love to see people of all different cultures living with each other...It gives me hope that people one day can put away their prejudices. I have met a lot of interesting people riding the bus..weird people who talk to themselves and make me freakin laugh but mostly guys who want to flirt with me. I tell them no I have a boyfriend already, but they still want to know everything about my life. Then I tell them that I'm only here for two weeks and there face just falls. It's so funny.
I came here for school and that didn't quite work out for me. One the school is so disorganized and I hated my teachers. They sucked so bad. I know I can be a good teacher. I like teaching languages. I like the idea of having my own students. I want to give back. I'm a little weird in that I think teaching language is giving a gift to my students...well I guess that isn't weird because it is a gift. I'm just so sad and disappointed that I didn't finish the course. I feel like a loser, like it's all my fault. I hate that. I will be taking the course again in March and this time I will pass. I'm not going to let anyone or anything stop me.
Besides the school, I've had a pretty good time in Denver...seeing the city, meeting my host mom Yami and my friend Mercedes. They are such sweethearts. I've had fun but 1 more day and I'm outta this beeaaaaaaaaaaatch! lol December 13 6 word love noteOne night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The
girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The guy pulled over and told the girl he wanted to talk. He told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the girls side, killing the girl. Miraculously, the guy survived. Remembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
It's very important that one appreciates the person who loves them and also it's crucial to be aware of the other person's feelings..... December 02 I leave tomorrow!I leave for Denver tomorrow. I'm so nervous. I hope I do okay. I'm going to feel so lonely though. I dont have my mom with me. I will miss her a lot along with my song. They are my best friends. I don't want to be all alone in the big city. However, on a positive note, Denver looks very cool. I bet there are a lot of beautiful things to see.
The only thing I care about now is going to Mexico to be with my baby. I can't wait to see him. It's all I think about- seeing him, kissing him, holding him in my arms and never letting go. I dream about our future together and these next two weeks will kill me because I'm ready to be with him right now. I don't want to wait but I know I have to. But if i dont like this english class in Denver I'm fucking leaving and going to Mexico early. No i'm not going to say that. I'm going to try to do my best in Denver, but I want to see my baby now. I'm so in love with him. I as so full of love and happiness. When I think about him I get all warm inside and just this smile comes across my face. He's such a wonderful person.....and I'm glad to have him. I'm so freakin excited....2 more weeks. November 21 Oh my god! I can't believe it......I'm getting married...I'm getting married....I'm getting married. Yay  I'm so happy, so excited and I still can't believe it. I, Aisha Kay Turner, am getting married. WOW! I never thought I would get married. I thought I would be alone for most of my life and now I have someone who loves me and wants to marry me. I know this is the real thing and that we will be together for the rest of our lives. The only thing is that I'm scared that I won't be what he needs. I want to be a good wife to him and I want to give him everything because I love him so much. But I'm scared that I won't be able to. He has confidence that I will though. I'm just a little insecure. I know that he is the one for me and I'm definitely sure I want to marry him. We are so perfect together.....I want that for the rest of my life. OMG I'm getting married, I'm getting married, I'm getting married, I'm so happy. I have to keep saying it. LOLNovember 15 Change in my path...I can't believe it..in two weeks I will be out of this cold weather and on to Denver, Colorado to start the first leg of a life changing journey. Denver is supposed to be one of the most beautiful places in the U.S. of A with the Rocky Mountains. My dad says the weather is crazy there also. I'm looking forward to it. I am going to try to take lots of pics with my new touchscreen digital cam..(lol I know a certain person will be reading this and only they know the joke). I am so psyched about this trip although I'm nervous at the same time because I don't know what's going to happen and how I'm going to do in the class. I hate the unknown.
Going to Denver is not really changing my life in a major way. What has changed my life significantly and for the better is my baby poo. He's made me realize what I want in life and where I'm headed. He's made me a better person..I'm not so selfish now that I have him to think about. He is what makes me happy and what makes me wake up every morning. I have a purpose now and that makes me feel good. My purpose in life now is to give all of my love and my life to him. He has taken my life in a new direction...moving to mexico and starting a life there. So I can't wait until the official start of my new life with my casi esposo lol on December 16th! Yay I'm so excited! October 26 Weeping Heart Today I just found out that one of my friends who I used to work with is dying of lung cancer....it's so heartbreaking. She was so nice and always so full of energy. She was always there to help me out if I needed it. She has known me since I was a baby. It's hard to see her go, especially like this with cancer. I've seen cancer before and I know how it eats away at one's body. I want to go see her before she dies but I don't think I can stand seeing someone like that again. She won't be the same. I wish there was something I could do...but it's too late now. It's her time....I just wish I could say goodbye and I hope she knows that I love her for being her...so sweet and understanding. I just hate to see such a fiery personality get snuffed out like that.
That's why life is so precious..it's gone so fast. I hope she achieved all that she wanted to. The thing that I want people to take away from this is ....dont waste your life...do everything you dream about and don't let your dreams pass you by. If you don't heed this advice you will come up short in the end and have lots of regrets.
Darby I LOVE YOU and I will miss you but I know you will always be with me! Thank you for being you! October 12 Hell YeahMy concert was freakin awesome. My friends and I bought lawn seats but we're crazy and so we had to sneak in to the pavilion seats. I dont understand something..I will never pay $100 and some odd dollars to get those expensive seats if i can just sneak into the dang on thing. so why are other people dumb and buy that crap? anyway we kept sneaking down farther and farther and I got up close to the stage finally but not until the very end of the concert. It was crazy fun. Steven Tyler ..oh my god...I got so close to him almost to touch. I swear if he touched me I would have died on the spot. My freakin throat hurts and my head is aching from screaming so loud. The whole entire time I was going crazy and people probably thought I was ballistic but I dont care. They dont got it like me. LOL anyway I will be posting pics soon so ....later
P.S. Papa si lees esto no tengas celos porque sabes que te amo mas que steven...solo lo amo un poquito pero estoy enamorada de ti. October 08 F'n Aerosmith YeahWednesday I'm going to go see Aerosmith with my friends. Hell Yeah! I'm so excited...I can hardly wait to hear Steven Tyler. I LOVE HIM SO freaking MUCH! I've had fantasies about him. I know I sound crazy but I used to dream about being married to him when I was younger. I wish I could get a chance to meet him...hug him. I can't believe I'm going to his concert but he better not f'ing cancel the concert like he did last year because of a throat problem. I will hunt him down..He dont know me. September 27 Days filled with nothingness I hate being bored. I like having things to do, not things to just fill the time, but things that are worthwhile and fulfilling to me. My days just drone on and on.....work, home, schoolwork. I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything. I get worried because there aren't a lot of people going out to eat and so it's really slow in my job right now. I need to make money. The only thought that keeps me going is that I'm going to Mexico and I need to work now to be able to survive until I get a job there. I'm kind of nervous about moving to Mexico. It's a big step for me, moving to a totally different country, not knowing what's going to happen. One thing that is really weird about me is that I love adventure and trying new things, but at the same time I hate not knowing what's going to happen. That's crazy, right?! You're not supposed to know what's going to happen when you take a risk. You just go for the ride and what happens at the end is what was supposed to happen because you had no expectations. So I really need to stop worrying and just go for the ride. At least I won't be totally alone...I have someone waiting for me there who loves me and that helps me to feel that it will be alright. September 21 How I feel about my babyWhy I love You
It's the way you hold me and all my pain dissapears. It's the way you kiss me and I have no more tears. When I look into your eyes, And I know there will never be any lies, It's the way your eyes capture my heart, And I hope we will never part. It's the way you smell the way you do. The way you listen when I know you don't want to. The way you make me smile whenever I think of your name. Now I know I have you, I will never be the same. I love you for everything you do and everything you s September 16 So Sad now that im backI'm back in funky Michigan. It's been raining every day. Im already sad and it puts me in even more of a gloomy mood. Im back to work and it's good to be making money. I can't believe that I'm actually admitting that I like to work. It's hard for me to go out to the clubs now because I always think of my boyfriend.... In case u didnt know I've been going out with my baby Poo. He means so much to me and I'm definitely head over heels in love. I can't wait to be back in Mexico so i can be near him again. It was so unexpected. When I went to Mexico I told myself I was not going to get a boyfriend because it would only cause problems and look what happened. I'm so happy I talked to Poo this time because the other times I went to Mexico I ignored him because I hated him. Life is so funny sometimes! Besides work I'm also super busy with my TEFL course I just enrolled in. I will be doing part of it online and the rest in Mexico. I figure if I get half of the coursework done now then I will spend less time in the classroom once I'm in Mexico. I read over some of the material and it seems kind of hard and it will be very time-consuming. July 23 Im madMy camera is broken so I wont be able to post any more pictures. It was a nice camerea too. I dont know why it broke. I didnt jostle it around. Well Ive been having fun. I have my own apartment now and it feels great to have something of my own! I can come and go when I please and bring whoever I want over. I´ve decided I´m moving here at the end of December. I love it so much here! June 24 Guys Drive Me Crazy!I met this guy Eduardo last night and he was so awesome. We danced and talked and he was funny. He was hot too. Hes from Merida and he will only be here till Sunday but he said he can come down to Playa whenever he wants. I love Merida and I would love to date someone from there. Im disappointed now though because he said he would come to my room today at one to go see the football game which i wanted to see. Now I can{t see it because I don{t like walking into some place alone. Every time I meet a guy he does this to me. That is why I dont trust guys because they are all liars. Maybe he ended up not liking me because I didnt have sex with him. He spent the night in my room and we cuddled. I dont{ know...I hate guys. June 21 Chilling outEverything is going great. I´m going to school every morning for two weeks to see where my spanish is at. The school is pretty cool and the teachers are nice....better than Solexico. I´m hanging out with Poo more and he´s a really nice person..really sweet. I can´t wait until our Chetumal trip and I´m also trying to convince him to go to Merida with me. I didn´t do much of anything today. I watched the soccer game, Mexico vs. Portugal and Mexico lost. All the Mexicans say mexico is a bad team but yet this is the only game they´ve lost since I´ve been here. I´m like they must not be that bad if they only lost one. I was kind of mad but I enjoyed watching the hot guys on both teams. Soccer players are hot! I went to this restaurant for breakfast and its so cool. It´s called the Cueva del Chango, which means the Cave of the Monkey. It has a river or cenote that runs through it and has glass bottles in the ceiling that light shines through. All the food was fresh and homeade...definitely a place to take your girlfriend. Here´s some pics.... June 18 Beach on Sundays The beach was so busy today because Sunday is when the locals go to the beach on their day off. The water was so warm..like bath water. and the waves were huge! I laid down on my towel and was reading my book and when I sat up and turned my head I realized this old man was looking at my butt. I get up to go in the water and i turn around and guess who´s there...the old man. So he strikes up a conversation with me and I make small talk but I know he likes me and wants to ask me out. So I´m looking for a way out...I finally get away and to my towel and about three minutes later I see him coming towards shore. So I decide it´s time for me to go back in the water. I swim awhile and when i get done he´s still up there. UURGGGH! So I decide it´s time for me to go back to my hotel. Maybe I should have laid down and read some more of my book let him keep looking at my butt. He´s about to croak over soon anyway. June 17 Books.....I´m finally getting back to reading. For a while there, I wasn´t able to read. But now I have all the time in the world to read. I bought four thick books today. I love the book stores around here because when you´re done reading you can take the books back to the store and trade them for more. There´s even restaurants here where there are bookshelves and you just go in put your books on the shelf and pick out books to replace those. It´s cool. I read a book a day. Once I pick up a book I can´t put it down. All my friends are like, ¨Mexicans only read one book a year¨. I´m supposed to be Mexicana now and everything they said...I´m chiapaneca which is someone from Chiapas, a very rough place..not too dangerous but a little bit. Some people carry machetes. So I´m gonna buy a machete from octavio so I can really be a chiapaneca for real. I went to breakfast today and my bling bling sandal broke and I was so mad. I´m hobbling down the street in my broken sandal until this guy comes to help me and he takes me to a atm and to a shoe store. After he´s like hey can I borrow 5 bucks and I´ll pay you back. I´m like yeah right but I gave it to him for helping me out. Well I hope everyone is having a nice time whereever you are. I hope it´s hot and has a nice ocean breeze like here!  |
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