Mexican Adventures!

           I went to get a tattoo today at 9 in the morning. I was supposed to go yesterday and do it but the lights went out and so I had to wait until today. So when I went I wasn't nervous but when I sat down in the chair I and saw the needle I began to feel a little nervous and want to not do it. But I already had the idea in my head so I went ahead and did it. I was expecting it to hurt more than it did....well it hurt but later on. When he started I'm like this isn't nothing. I can do this. It just feels like someone is scratching me but after a while it started to hurt but nothing I couldn't stand. I just got tired of feeling the needle go in and out. It took an hour and a half to do it. Not too bad. I'm happy with the result. I like my tattoo, it's something original..I haven't seen anyone with this tattoo. I don't know if I would do it again....maybe but most likely not.

 

       Denver is a beautiful place, flat rolling land with the snow-capped Rocky Mountains in the background. The climate is great...it's never too cold...and some days it's hot out but not too hot. If I ever had to live anywhere in the United States I would probably pick here just because of the climate and there's so much to do. The one thing that draws me in is that it is so culturally diverse. I love to see people of all different cultures living with each other...It gives me hope that people one day can put away their prejudices. I have met a lot of interesting people riding the bus..weird people who talk to themselves and make me freakin laugh but mostly guys who want to flirt with me. I tell them no I have a boyfriend already, but they still want to know everything about my life. Then I tell them that I'm only here for two weeks and there face just falls. It's so funny.

 

 

 

I leave for Denver tomorrow. I'm so nervous. I hope I do okay. I'm going to feel so lonely though. I dont have my mom with me. I will miss her a lot along with my song. They are my best friends. I don't want to be all alone in the big city. However, on a positive note, Denver looks very cool. I bet there are a lot of beautiful things to see.

 

The only thing I care about now is going to Mexico to be with my baby. I can't wait to see him. It's all I think about- seeing him, kissing him, holding him in my arms and never letting go. I dream about our future together and these next two weeks will kill me because I'm ready to be with him right now. I don't want to wait but I know I have to. But if i dont like this english class in Denver I'm fucking leaving and going to Mexico early. No i'm not going to say that. I'm going to try to do my best in Denver, but I want to see my baby now. I'm so in love with him. I as so full of love and happiness. When I think about him I get all warm inside and just this smile comes across my face. He's such a wonderful person.....and I'm glad to have him. I'm so freakin excited....2 more weeks.